STILL LIFE
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0:24 min

Sometimes a negative impulse can shake my whole being. The more stable I feel in general the less it tends to kick me over. I had to realize that my mood is a very fragile thing. It won’t need much only like a bad comment on anything I did and my whole ego crushes. In the recent past I was able to build a foundation of self esteem so negativity won’t break me so quickly. Now it feels more like my emotions are vibrating when anything hits my sore points.