I figured that after working on this project for so long the days would get easier. I was mistaken because today it felt the hardest of all the days. The feeling of getting to the end made me stress out because it instantly made me judge the whole thing. The routine based on the mindset of not judging the single outcome, but to look at the whole process and worship that. Truth is of course I like some of the Still Lifes and Beats better than the others and thats totally fine. It’s just that I have the feeling if not everything is perfect the whole project is complete trash.